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Sneak Peek into my Fantasy World

20 Sep

Rose and Dust

So, I figured it was high time to give you all a little sneak peek into my fantasy world I’ve been living in the last two and a half years. When I’m writing a novel, or a lengthy short story, I like to make collages of the characters and places I envision in my mind. And while google image can come close to providing images similar to those I see in my mind, it could never be exact. Still, I pull whatever is closest to what I see in my head, and I put it all together so it can inspire me every day when I write.

I wanted to share the collage I made with you all, so you can meet some of my characters. The roses are quite symbolic here, as my protagonist gets dragged through a rose bush into another world. As of now, I’m querying agents trying to find representation for the fantasy trilogy. I’ve had two requests for material, and plenty of rejections.

Ah, rejections. They taste so sweet anymore. I expect them. But do these agents understand I will never give up on this series? I will be relentless in my search for representation. Because, while I’ve self-published three books, I refuse to self-publish this series. I believe in it too much.

Do you believe in magic? In supernatural elements? While it may seem quite ridiculous, certain wondrous events happened while I was writing this series, and that’s precisely why I will never give up on it. Extraordinary things are real, whether you believe it or not.

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Writing a Trilogy

24 Mar

I’m about to start the final book in my trilogy, and I must admit…it’s bittersweet. Writing the first book was an adventure, it was an introduction to my world and my characters. At this point, I feel like my characters have a life of their own. The story has the potential to go on forever.

While I must admit, when I realized this- I was terrified. What if they never let me end it? What if they take over, and just want to keep on going? Keep living? Keep surviving? What if there is no end? Only more and more beginnings?

It’s a good position to be in. It’s both scary and beautiful at the same time.

On a few legs of this journey, I found myself frightened. Frightened of the possibilities. Frightened of the reality that strange things have occurred while I was writing the tale. Frightened of the divine intervention that took place. Frightened when an agent asked for the full manuscript for the first book. Frightened when more rejected it.

Sometimes I wonder, am I more afraid of failure or success? Am I afraid that the world I created is alive? Am I frightened that my characters are so real? So deep? Am I afraid that I won’t do their story justice?

Where does the underlying fear come from? Fear of hard work? Fear of hours and hours into one whole piece of work? Fear of it finally coming to an end?

I know one thing. The first book is a baby, the second book is a greedy teenager, and the third book is an elder. But in the realm of fantasy, sometimes, creatures are immortal.

That’s just the way it goes.

I hope one day I can share the trilogy with you all. I hope you can come to know and love my characters as much as I have. I know one thing- I’m not frightened to set them free from my hands. I only wish them luck on their journey into your realm.