Writing a Trilogy

24 Mar

I’m about to start the final book in my trilogy, and I must admit…it’s bittersweet. Writing the first book was an adventure, it was an introduction to my world and my characters. At this point, I feel like my characters have a life of their own. The story has the potential to go on forever.

While I must admit, when I realized this- I was terrified. What if they never let me end it? What if they take over, and just want to keep on going? Keep living? Keep surviving? What if there is no end? Only more and more beginnings?

It’s a good position to be in. It’s both scary and beautiful at the same time.

On a few legs of this journey, I found myself frightened. Frightened of the possibilities. Frightened of the reality that strange things have occurred while I was writing the tale. Frightened of the divine intervention that took place. Frightened when an agent asked for the full manuscript for the first book. Frightened when more rejected it.

Sometimes I wonder, am I more afraid of failure or success? Am I afraid that the world I created is alive? Am I frightened that my characters are so real? So deep? Am I afraid that I won’t do their story justice?

Where does the underlying fear come from? Fear of hard work? Fear of hours and hours into one whole piece of work? Fear of it finally coming to an end?

I know one thing. The first book is a baby, the second book is a greedy teenager, and the third book is an elder. But in the realm of fantasy, sometimes, creatures are immortal.

That’s just the way it goes.

I hope one day I can share the trilogy with you all. I hope you can come to know and love my characters as much as I have. I know one thing- I’m not frightened to set them free from my hands. I only wish them luck on their journey into your realm.

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